From the mind of a teenage vampire

rawr.. i'm a vampire......FEAR ME!!! tehehe


spirit talk with Cousin Eddie
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Jeremiah's survey II
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Why...

Did you wake up this morning?: because alysia was tired so i let her sleep and i went to school for her today
Are you/aren't you employed?: i am thanks to my brother in law chuck
Are you with/without the person you love?: i am with her because she makes me feel complete and reminds me that even though i am the devil, i still have a heart.
Do people attempt things they think they can't do?: beause they think it will make them look cool. but it doesnt they jsut look like retards.
Do people hate each other?: i honestly can not answer this question
Do people love each other?: i honestly can not answer this question
Do so many people have jobs that they hate?: $$$$
In the case of miscarriage, do we say that the mother "lost the baby"?: im sure they have reasons
Doesn't Communism work?: -sits back and laughs-
Do you like your favorite band?: they remind me of me
Do you like your favorite food?: it is like sweet drugs flowing past my lilps and runing through y veins. sometimes i kill just for he pleasure of tasting the sweet nectar of blood even if i couldnt possibly eat.
Do you practice/not practice Public Displays of Affection?: becasue love shouldnt have to be hidden
Do you want to leave/stay?: depends on what you are talking bout
Ask why?: because the mind is curious

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Jeremiah's survey
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~*~EVERYTHING ABOUT ME~*~

Basics
Name: Jeremiah Binx
age: few know my true age and it shall remain that way
birthday: pleae refer to "age"
location: Hell
school: i never went to school
hair color: black
eye color: red or light baby blue depending on my mood
height: 6.7
Relationships
single or taken: taken
do you have a crush: maybe
ever been in love: i am currently in love with the girl of my dreams
your best friend: Johnny Beaufeaux
do you get along with your parents: my father yes but my mother not really
are you easy to get along with: if you don't piss me off
Favorite
sport: is touchure a sport?
tv show: spongebob squarepants
movie: House of 1000 Corpses
color: red
scent: fresh blood
make up: black lipstick, black sparkley eyeliner, shimmer red eyeshadow, and clear liquid lipgloss to bring out the black
food: -stares at your neck-
dessert: -stares at your mother's neck-
song: dead body man
Random
what shoes did you wear today: my sparkley heels (black and silver)
surf or skate: surf
roxy or billabong: neither
hug or kiss: kiss
clemson or carolina: ?
do you smoke: yes
do u cuss: fuck no mother fucker!
are you photogenic: YES =D
abercrombie or american eagle: NEITHER!!!!!! -hisses and throws a bomb at all the stores-
hollister or pacsun: DIE PREPS DIEEEE
do u work: yes
do u like to laugh: yes
do u like jesse mccartney: i suppose
what do u do on an average friday night: kill, do my job, torchure
pool or beach: beach. i can eat there too.
text messaging or aim: both
rain or sunshine: RAIN
the first word that comes to mind: HAIL SATAN

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HELP!!!
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-sigh-.................................................................. i have no idea what to do... she just..... DOES THINGS to my heart and i can't  just not kiss her..... today i acctually pushed her against the lockers and got this close (--) to her lips and whispered "My God Amy...You are so beautiful!" and just walked away.  this is my ex- girlfriend, we've dated once before but i can;t seem to keep my hands off of her lately. the sound of her voice makes me want to drop mo my knees. sometimes when our eyes meet, i get lost in the beauty of them and want to weep. the picture above is from saturday when she took me to see "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" live.  SHES SUCH A SWEETHEART!!!! just thinking about her makes my heart ache because i can;t be near her right now, holding her tight. i thought she was beautiful then, and she sent me a picture of what she looks like TODAY and my jaw dropped and i wanted to jump through the phone and do so many thigns to her it would make her FUCKING head spin.... look at her... just... look at her.....
 she dyed her hair black to match my purple and black dread locks i bought for her.....shes's so beautiful.....  shes my heaven... but theres one problem...... IM NOT SINGLE! i have a fiance and i can't just forget about him... but shes so perfect..... what should I do..... i forgot to mention that saturday after we got home from RHPS LIVE but we had used the Ouija Board and we had contacted a demon that wanted to make Jeremiah pay (idk if you remember jeremiah but he is a Male demonic spirit connected to the devil that lives in my body, we used to be lovers) because apparently they have some history and after about two hours of those teo arguing through the Ouija board the spirit took my Jeremiah from me and i fucking freaked! i have never felt so much pain in my entire life. it was worse than giving birth or passing a kidney stone! my heart litterally stopped breathing, dropped the board and passed out. when i woke up amy was holding me in her arms chanting something in Old Pagan language. i think she saved my life. i could have died saturday.... my feelings for her are so strong i want to be with her but...what about chuck?

Mandy what should i do?


Hey Mandy guess what IIIVEEE GOOOTTTT
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alright, you know my cousin eddie doner right? well he has been hangong with me alot lately we are like best friedns. and we have been experimenting with a bunch of things and came across some EVPS in his upstairs. his house is full of spirits because it used to be a nursing home and spirits still live there. i might post some sound clips here if i can fingure out how to do it but i bought this ouija board so that i can better communicate with them, :) isnt it gorgeous?
Yes, i will be uploading videos and pictures to keep you informed and caught up if i find anything. i'm most interseted in talking to the old man in room 7. that will be a blast and a half! XD he seems cute.

tehehe i can has comment?
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updates for peoples that care XD -FINISHED
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ok, so since barely anyone ever reads these i doubt that it will matter to anyone but me but im gonna post anyway,

1.) i got suspended from school for two weeks because of someone who i thought was a friend. her name is chelese she used to go to my school but she lives in silver creek. i odnt even know if she will still be living there after waht happened. basically she went behind my back and out a knife in my bag, then told the principal that i was threatening to kill her and that i had a knife. me not knowing let the principal search my bag and i almost had a heart attack when i saw it.  then she goes around teling people that she punched me in the face, when THAT never happened because  she never even saw me or had the opprotunity to touch me.  whatever. drama drama drama..... bleh DX

2.) im dyeing my hair pink again!!! yay jeffree star!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

3.) in two weeks i will be 18 YAY ME! and im going to a transvestite show to celebrate i can;t wait!!! i bet they will be beautiful!!!!

4.) all is not well in the world of Sha. chuck and i have been fighting alot lately and i dont know what to do. i think he knows about my Master but he won't tell me. see, remember how i wrote a bunch of things about my Master in a few of my entries, well... i havent told Chuck about Him or my sisters Jazzy, Lori, and Kristy, because he would not like it and he would get mad at me. i dont know waht to do because i think that he hacked into my IMVU account and saw him, sent Him messages off of his user name saying how i was looking around and messing around with other Master's and talking shit about my Master but i would never do that!!!! i love my Master he is kind to me. VERY KIND. he treats me more like a daughter than a pet. he has never asked me to do anythingsexual with him and he is very caring if i am upset he wont stop bugging me until i tell him. thenm he buys me something out of my wishlist to make me feel better. he is throwing me a birthday party and buying me AP (Access Pass) for it too i just have to give him my password which i have no problem with i trust Him. but thentheres chuck. i don't know what i would do without him. its like i can;'t imagine life without him its weird...there is so much history it would take 2,534,623,543,574,152,344,3q7,657,642,514,332,546,451,341,365,451 days to explain it all..... the q included for dramatic measure lol. but yeah... -sigh- life sucks... DX


Writer's Block: What is your name?
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If you were to have another name, what would it be?

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i would DEFFINATELY change my name to  Firedrake DeLioncourt <3

i have my reasons.......

Poem for Master!!!
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 LordVryKolakis


as this one kneels before u in the light,

in front of friends to our delight.

your voice and touch makes this one calm

your hands on this ones neck soothes her balm.

this one rubs her cheek on your leg hoping to please

your stress and hurts hopes to ease.

you make this one do what no man has done.

you take this one where she has never gone.
 
this one loves your feel and your sweet caress,

the power you hold is nothing less.

the cuffs and collars delight this one will ever hold and command her.

this one is yours to command yours till the end .
 
love you Master





IN YOUR FREAKING FACE GRANDMA!!! MUAHAHHAAHHA!!!!! =P
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I TOLD U SO I TOLD U SO I TOLD U SO!!!!

 i told her it was real..... i told her id have a job in the future,, she said i was crazy... but i knew.... i knew it existed..... im not crazy...... HAHAHAHA....HA....HAHA....HA -breathes hevily- LOOK FOR YOURSELF BITCHES!!!!

http://geneco.weebly.com/index.html

so as i said before......
IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Repo! The Genetic Opera. Obsession= POSITIVE =D
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 ZYDRATE COMES IN A LITTLE GLASS VIAL!!
A little glass vial? a little glass vial! and the littel glass vial goes into the gun like a battery. and the Zydrate gun goes somewhere against your anatomy. And when the gun goes off it sparks and your ready for surgery, SURGERY!!


ok so i admit it... i am completely obsessed with Repo! The Genetic Opera. I even went as far as getting my own Organ Reposession Licence. I'm not kidding you. it wasn't cheap either, it cost me a good $50 dollars. Allow me to show you what i mean...
 see? this licence means the world to me!!!! its completely real and i take it everywhere with me. it's like my baby.  if something ever happened to this licence i would have a heart attack. i also have a tube of Zydrate as seen in the picture above next to some lyrics ^-^  its real Zydrate from the set too i spent alot of my time just tracking this down. my friend quinn tried to touch it and i bit his hand, i acctually did bite him too ^-^ LOL well, i have another blog to write so i have to go!!! here are some pictures of me and my zydtate, me and my licence, and my favorite characters from Repo! The Genetic Opera.



 



 


 


Mandy, i got my heart ripped out........
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Mandy, do you remember me writing about my Master.......

Well, I am very upset right now and will remain that way for the rest of eternity.... i might just become addicted to the knife.......

everything was going fine.....

i cant even speak.....or type... just, look at these,,,

02/12/09

Indeed came on to see if one as beautiful as you would be still on but to My disappointment one was no longer on. but shall stribe to visit with you later this evening. until then I bid thee farewell.




thats when he bought me that dress,,,,,,, i cant take it off.... it is stained in my tears......



02/14/09

How much can one person love another? A universe exists in time and space, Placed within the boundaries of one place, Pressed into a point far from forever. Yet love comes to us from some quite other, Visiting our sorrow with its grace, Answering our rage with its embrace, Lending us the wisdom of its wonder. Even as I say this, you are there, Nestling in where need undoes the day, Taking up your small infinity. Inside my window, you are everywhere, Nor could I tell how much such love might weigh, Even were it salient as the sea.

it made me so happy to hear
my Master's sweet words on valentines day.....



02/28/09

Greetings beautiful one, Your Master is indeed very pleased with the pic you sent to Him last night and awaits even more delights from You My sweet. Indeed be true to your Master and keep Master pleased and the spot for 3rd pet shall be kept opened IRL house for you. and Indeed if one does not understand what it means to be 1st, 2nd, and 3rd pets then one needs to ask her RL sisters. But as for now your Master is pleased and indeed hope that one day one shall be with Him IRL. Your beauty drives your Master's desires for you even more so and indeed can not wait for you to be with the Family IRL. Love You always. Master

in this bundle were three beautiful dresses, i used to wear them daily, now i can't even look at them.....

and these next messages were from who i THOUGHT was my brother,,,,,
 
03/04/09


Doing really good sister, yes true always talks of you Master does. has been busy redoing His Hp and now it looks awesome. well hope to talk sometime sister. and indeed our Master loves us so, but truly desires to have you join the house IRL. But waits for the day. haha talk soon.


and then this randomly happened....... and my heart was shattered,,,,
03/10/09

LordDeadlyDesyre has terminated your membership in the group: HOUSE OF DARK DESIRES:

YOU HAVE BEEN REMOVED FROM THIS GROUP.rnrnI must with a heavy heart and regret to give you some bad news sister, I have given you fair warning as I do all the sisters and family members who don't take the time to post in our family, which I take this not to be loyal or devoted to our Master. Told you before but sister didn't listen. Well since you have been with us you have posted maybe three times. with this week one post will not longer be tolerated. If want to be part of a family one must show it always and show that family and Master matter most. but as you have not, I as your former brother and Guardian of the House Of Dark Desires here and IRL. Must with regret let you go. May you have a wonderful and pleasant life.rnrn

i would like to add that i explained it to Master and HE said it was ok.......

i thought Master loved me.... i thought i had someone i could rely on.... now there is nothing for me here..... nothing but sorrow and depression.... i have never been so happy in all my life..... and now that this happiness is gone......

you know what mandy, i gave up my life for him.... i gaveup EVERYTHING i even told the principal to not enroll me into collage so i could move in with him when i finish school..... i had plans to go to collage, i was going to do something with my life.....

and now i have nothing..... my life is completely meaningless....

all i know is pain and sadness.....

please comment this blog or help me get through it. im litterally shaking right now i cant feel my legs......
i miss him.....
i want him back.....

-cries and gets keyboard all wet-



Obama = HEARTLESS JERK!
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ok dudes.... i used to think tha obama was cool, but apparently he doesnt support Gay marrige! >.<  i was gonna send him a message on mysoace cuz i friended him (big mistake) but now.... im not even gonna bother... acctually... i might jut start a fight about it.... THATS SO RETARDED!!! ir makes me want to put him in the Appature Science Enrichment Center and make him face the wrath of my beloved GLaDOS!!! GOD IM SO PISSED OFF!!!!

ParaPara = ♥
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Hello. and welcome to friday. today is a half- day at school so im just gonna write for about 10 minutes until the bell rings and i can leave,. oh blah... XD

anyway, ParaPara. its amazing right? well i'm starting to create my own ParaPara dances. i really enjoy doing it JAPANEESE PEOPLE ROCK!!!

YAAAAAAAAY JAPAN!!!! <3

if anyone has any requests of songs they would like to see made into a ParaPara leave a comment or send me a private message with a list of songs. either way i can do that for you.

BYEEE!!! -waves-

p.s.- everytime i either do a para that is famous or i create my own para i will deffinately be posting it on here and on FaceBook.

p.s.s. ^-^. that is all.

A Para worthy of my Master
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EEP!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY is Master so amazing?? HUH? WHYYYYYYYYYYY? My Master is very precious to me. if i ever lost him i don't know how i would survive.... i don't even know hw i;ve gottne along this far with out even knowing he existed....well, i made my beloved Master something. its not perfect just yet and not finished but its proggressing. LOOK AND COMMENT SO I KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!!!


ParaPara with Sha Episode #2- Tarzan and Jane
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Writer's Block: Jackpot
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If you won the lottery, what would you do with your newfound riches?

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If i ever won the lottery, i would give half of the money to my Mother because i know that she needs to fix the house it is in very bad shape. its bassically falling apart over our heads.  and i would spoil her rotten, i would get her a new car because the one tht she has isnt vrey good. the CD player and radio doesnt work well. it has a mind of its own.  and witrh the other hald i would spoil myself =D lol

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY AMANDA!!!
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LordVryKolakis..... -sighs happily-
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Oh.... oh yeah..... today is good.... today is DEEEEFINTELY good....
See this man right here.... --->

This is LordVryKolakis. And he is my Master to who i am a VERY VERY proud Pet Slave. I Love every tiny microscopic detail about my Master. He makes me smile. He gives me a reason to stay alive in a world that i would much rather see from 6 feet under.  Everything about him gives me chills and makes me squeel with undenieable happiness. the way he words things just drives me crazy. i recived a text message from him at about 5:30 this morning and he said the sweetest thing to me AND I QUOTE

"Greetings my Pet, I hope all goes well with you this wonderous and wicked day. Just wanted to say thank you for the message and indeed i hope to see you tonight. It truley is pleasing to me to know that one as beautiful as you enjoyed the night that she spent with her Master."

ISN'T HE AMAZING!!!! I feel so lucky to have met him. see, what happened was my last Master dropped me because i was only 17 (GAY REASON) and i fell into depression. so after about a month i wandered into a room on IMVU looking for a new Matster to take care of me and Love means there was this girl that over read what i was looking for and she reffered me to LordVryKolakis. i told her my needs and i told her my age and she sent me to him. and i have to give her credit because I COULDNT BE HAPPIER!!!!

I can't wait to see him tonight he is comming over to my house around midnight i'm going to sneak out

-sshhhh don't tell grandma!-

i can't wait to let the words ""  flow freely from my lips as i am in his presance. MMMMM my god..... i think i have reached a point in my life i ACCTUALLY WANT TO LIVE...

please comment this blog. thankkies!!



Written In Chalk and a beautiful Engadgement.
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just when i thought my valentines day was gonna suck. last night i got an early V-Day gift in the mail. wanna see it?

 isnt it GORGEOUS???  the second i saw it my heart jsut dropped into my feet. its soooo shiney <3

mmmm i love him....and i couldnt be happier...... well accutallu i could if i only had my greatest wish... but i wont get into that.. next blog maybe....

BUUTTT look what i just did. i was in a chalk kinda mood. so i took an hour to make this picture...
 that IS a picture of me yes. check it our in my UserPics if you dont believe meh XD

-sigh- i have been drawing alot lately to escape the painful reality that is my life. but yeah olease comment on this if anyone should read it. yay me!!! -claps-

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